Thursday, October 14, 2010
Good news
It's been a while since i last blogged...
Received good news that 2 of my church-mates are pregnant... Heard it from 1 of my lunch kakis and other is one of the lunch kakis. It's always delighting to heard that my friends are pregnant... it will be her 3rd one... so fertile... haha... the other since i do not keep in touch with her but still a good news... Keep it up... Hope to hear more of such good news... =)
On the other hand, i kept receiving news that my coleks are leaving in doves and that's not a good news... today bid another colek goodbye... U know who u are... We will miss ya... Such incidents always make us reflect how we are doing... Just dont get too contented with where we are now...
Somehow i realised that my roots are growing deeper and it's really hurts just to pull out the whole of myself out of my comfort zone... my friends, familiar faces, mates, close colleagues etc... I have good bosses but i will feel terrible after all the opportunities given to me in the past if i will to pack up and go... Have i contributed enuff? Have i given my best? Can i leave with a clear conscience? Most importantly, i cant bear to let go of my baby... Esp when i have put in all my heart, mind, soul and body for the project, it really really hard to let go sometimes...
I will miss my CARC friends... my floorball & weekly Muay Thai session. Oh dear... i'm experiencing some kind of emotional turmoil within me... To listen to my heart or my head??? I'm in the mess now.
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Received good news that 2 of my church-mates are pregnant... Heard it from 1 of my lunch kakis and other is one of the lunch kakis. It's always delighting to heard that my friends are pregnant... it will be her 3rd one... so fertile... haha... the other since i do not keep in touch with her but still a good news... Keep it up... Hope to hear more of such good news... =)
On the other hand, i kept receiving news that my coleks are leaving in doves and that's not a good news... today bid another colek goodbye... U know who u are... We will miss ya... Such incidents always make us reflect how we are doing... Just dont get too contented with where we are now...
Somehow i realised that my roots are growing deeper and it's really hurts just to pull out the whole of myself out of my comfort zone... my friends, familiar faces, mates, close colleagues etc... I have good bosses but i will feel terrible after all the opportunities given to me in the past if i will to pack up and go... Have i contributed enuff? Have i given my best? Can i leave with a clear conscience? Most importantly, i cant bear to let go of my baby... Esp when i have put in all my heart, mind, soul and body for the project, it really really hard to let go sometimes...
I will miss my CARC friends... my floorball & weekly Muay Thai session. Oh dear... i'm experiencing some kind of emotional turmoil within me... To listen to my heart or my head??? I'm in the mess now.
