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Saturday, June 30, 2007

It's quite a while since i last blog!!!!! 

Hi guys,

I'm back blogging... Time passes so fast that i realised that it's been quite a while since i last blog in and write in something happening in my life... Many things has been changing since i last transferred to my new team and because of the current re-organisation in my company... i going to be transferred again to another new team... actually quite unwilling but no choice leh... Okay, am quite a dilemma in what to do.... esp when my "brother" which is also the current PQS told me something which i think broke my heart to know the truth but den i find it quite shockingly that some truth that was not passed down to my knowledge... guess it's just that.... i dun wanna talked about it now... but it bothered me so much that i just couldnt concentrated in the dance practise on that day!!! anyway i have to let go of control and surrende this issue to God...

Guess this time of the period, i have been rather caught up with work and dance ministry... given this year is a special year for our church.... celebrating our golden 75 years.... tthat's why we have 2 weekly practise instead of 1/wk....Almost every night i reach home slightly before 12am and having to wake up at 7am next day.... "yawning".... so tired!!!!Tired of the lifestyle i have to get used to "being" in a QS line.... pre-tender and pre-contract stage is the most busist and i'm in that stage now... Ooops..... am jungling my time between work, dance practise and guitar class and cell group and hopefully wont clashed with my work.....

Anyway, wanna let it out of my chest.... not easy to serve 2 "bosses" at the same time since they are not really aware of the individual projects... how they run so end up i have to help my 2 "bosses" clearing their urgent work.... not that i dun like QS work but then it so tiring that Oops... i'm starting to dread the QS work... but no matter how i feel or felt in any way, i still have to get my work done. =(

Next week is going to be our church 75th anniversary and i'm going to be involved in the dance item with the dance team... 2 songs... though not as shiong as the rest like Mel, PY... got quite a number of steps to memorise and internalised the songs.... it's going to be exciting but as the same time, stressed coz i havent really internalised the steps... okay, i have to practise as much as possible before next Sunday.... At the same time, i'm thinking of inviting my immediate superior but still proscratinating!!!

Looking forward to next week.... =)

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

Ohana Camp 2007 - Reflections. 

It has been a really enjoyable and relaxing camp so far... having met up with God in a special way... anyway... Hope it will be a starting point of "no- return" journey with the LORD.

Our camp theme "Ohana- means family", most of our learning sessions surrounded with relating with one another in a family. I enjoyed the workshop especially... it of course help me gain a greater insight of that particular topic which bothered somehow... as in how to relate and the distinct differences... anyway, i was like "awed" by the contents given to us by Pastor KL. somehow people like me like come out of mountain, will never understand!!! but i have learnt a lot during the workshop, hopefully with God's help, i will grow and ready to enter into such.

Of course in camp, how can dun have 'games"... as we are divided into different tribes and clans, each clan members got only to involve in only 2 parts of the 6 games station... i really enjoyed the 1st day game "Treasure hunt" with Francis, Shawn, Rachel, William and Benson running around the whole hotel trying to find clues that leads us to the final conculsion... Thanks to Benson, we are the 1st tribe to broke the code, followed by only another tribe and end up the 1st for that... Also Shawn helps a lot in running and helping us gather to the clues... Really missed how we gathered as a group and help each other clack our brain juices and almost to the last seconds and with human common senses that we can complete the last portion, we never gave up.... and finished everything in 1 piece... Okay, part of the game includes counting the number of toilet seats and urinals and wash basins... (Last minute we managed to count..) phew... =)

Well, i shall continue in part 2... =)

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Friday, June 01, 2007

Ohana Camp 2007 

Am super excited about going to my ever 1st PL camp.... have been counting down the days since this week.... was quite dilemma whether can make it to the camp since firstly since i changed team... though i'm currently in another team but the intranet (where i make all my applications) is still under my ex-team's AD charge... so all my leave genna rejected... (-_-)"

At my final resort, i approached my current AD and he agreed to speak to my ex-AD and he's just agreed on the spot to let me go even though the day which i'm leaving on the tender closing date itself... (which means the most busiest period of the tender... which we have to evaluate tenderers' tenders and write out a full report and preparation of the Contract ASAP. but Kuku me den realised on Monday when i go online and realised at once that the management have been changed during the weekend... so instead of having to bring the "signed" copy of my leave application to my ex-AD... i can apply straight to my current AD... anyway, spoke to him and thank God he din get mad... (Can u imagine all the hassle to get the AD & DD's signature?) anyway... my DD also approved so here i am ready to go the Ohana Camp... yeah!!! Thank God for everything... hehe... the waiting in agony!! ...

but on the other side, i have missed out the tender opening stage...(it would be my first time witnessing how to open tender)... anyway, it's not that simple as you guys think so... well, guess i will have to wait til another project liao.... Maybe it seems that i cannot have best of both worlds!!! Oops!!!

My senior, ST also on leave today and hence i'm still awake trying to get my work completed before Monday... and waiting to see a "BIG" stack of work on my desk when i returned from church camp... and i have to finish up all the tender report myself coz my senior will be on leave on Friday... which gives me only 1 day to complete the whole report for my senior/boss to vet through. =( SCARY MAN!!! dun nid to sleep on Thursday liao...

Eh, now as i have 4 projects on my hands now.... i dun think i got much social life nowadays... except dance practise, BSF (am on 2 mths break now), and cell.... the rest of the days OT.... =( Sat is for me to catch up my beauty sleep or work if i have to... but now dun really nid to... =) Sunday as usual... & i still haven't started packing yet... i will have to start somewhere later today... the more i delay the more things i'm going to forget to bring!!!

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