Thursday, April 12, 2012
It's back to basic again.
I just realised that i haven't been updating recently...
Too many things have happened in the past 6 months or so. In the past 4 years, i see the highs and the lows in my life. Just realised that in my life, i used to think so that many superficial things which i thought was important to me until 6 months ago. Things which i valued in the past, things which i have forsaken in my bid for "glorious" pursuits in my life. All these things such as career advancement, education pursuit, $$$, etc, yet i have someway forsaken the more important part, my relationship with God, my family and friends, my BASIC. Thank God that during the process, i have finally realised that what's really the most important part of my life. The "vacuum" which i thought i can fill up with my "achivement" which i come to my realisation that this vacuum which only God can filled it up.
While was doing my studies research, i happened to browse into a testament sharing by Sammi Cheng on her 3 years of "founding God". It's normally times like this that we sense the "emptiness" which we want to find to fill it up.
I'm not sure... it's a process of learning to let go and let God control and i know that i will have to surrender this right back to God. It's not easy but i'm willing to give it a try again.
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Too many things have happened in the past 6 months or so. In the past 4 years, i see the highs and the lows in my life. Just realised that in my life, i used to think so that many superficial things which i thought was important to me until 6 months ago. Things which i valued in the past, things which i have forsaken in my bid for "glorious" pursuits in my life. All these things such as career advancement, education pursuit, $$$, etc, yet i have someway forsaken the more important part, my relationship with God, my family and friends, my BASIC. Thank God that during the process, i have finally realised that what's really the most important part of my life. The "vacuum" which i thought i can fill up with my "achivement" which i come to my realisation that this vacuum which only God can filled it up.
While was doing my studies research, i happened to browse into a testament sharing by Sammi Cheng on her 3 years of "founding God". It's normally times like this that we sense the "emptiness" which we want to find to fill it up.
I'm not sure... it's a process of learning to let go and let God control and i know that i will have to surrender this right back to God. It's not easy but i'm willing to give it a try again.
