Sunday, October 31, 2004
Mixed mind and emotions...(Continued from 1st blog)
my headache got worse after the game.
have finally how to throw a proper forehand throws after so many tries....actually i learnt the art of the posture of helping me to maintain my posture and throwing a decent throw. practised with my cell sis, JH after when most of our BASIC have left. after the game, left for home for dinner. but suddenly got the inspiration to wtite my thoughts since i dun know how to pour out my thoughts verbally, so in writting shd be okay. :p
think that's all for today.
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have finally how to throw a proper forehand throws after so many tries....actually i learnt the art of the posture of helping me to maintain my posture and throwing a decent throw. practised with my cell sis, JH after when most of our BASIC have left. after the game, left for home for dinner. but suddenly got the inspiration to wtite my thoughts since i dun know how to pour out my thoughts verbally, so in writting shd be okay. :p
think that's all for today.
Finally, deleted all my past records...
It's been almost few dockeys months since i drop my thoughts Jan this year. have wrote so many complains abt my previous career at Pru that i decided to take this oppportunity to delete everything in it for the last few blogs.
so guilty about my thoughts which lasted for the past almost 1 year before i take up the bold step to tell my direct superior that i have this intention to quit. it's was a very very diffucult decision having built so many close friendships within this agency, esp 2 lovely sisters in Christ who had often offer their helps and assistance to me when i faced difficulties not evn just in my work but also in my personal life issues when i cant bring myself to face the truth but they always tell the truth in love, their acts of love moved me to tears. through their encouragements and prayers, i have finally learned to love myself and see my position in Christ. i have just been so blessed in this agency where pp really care for one another.
Today's sunday, by right, i shd be rejoicing knowing that finally i'm able to worship with God's pp again in corporate manner but i came into the service with a mixed emotions knowing two of my dear sisters are not in a good talking terms and i'm stucked in between. I conveniently broughtit along to the christmas discussions after lunch. so i didnt contribute much and my mind is not even there though my physical body is, hope that my 'negative' reactions wont be a damping spirit to them. the game is quite okay, though i keep dropping the frisbee, mayb my mind is also not focused on the game today. To be continued....
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so guilty about my thoughts which lasted for the past almost 1 year before i take up the bold step to tell my direct superior that i have this intention to quit. it's was a very very diffucult decision having built so many close friendships within this agency, esp 2 lovely sisters in Christ who had often offer their helps and assistance to me when i faced difficulties not evn just in my work but also in my personal life issues when i cant bring myself to face the truth but they always tell the truth in love, their acts of love moved me to tears. through their encouragements and prayers, i have finally learned to love myself and see my position in Christ. i have just been so blessed in this agency where pp really care for one another.
Today's sunday, by right, i shd be rejoicing knowing that finally i'm able to worship with God's pp again in corporate manner but i came into the service with a mixed emotions knowing two of my dear sisters are not in a good talking terms and i'm stucked in between. I conveniently broughtit along to the christmas discussions after lunch. so i didnt contribute much and my mind is not even there though my physical body is, hope that my 'negative' reactions wont be a damping spirit to them. the game is quite okay, though i keep dropping the frisbee, mayb my mind is also not focused on the game today. To be continued....
