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Wednesday, November 10, 2004

A wonderful day got marred by a call. 

today i was really looking forward to work after a day off yesterday due to a eye prob. actually was so bad that i didnt slept at all on sunday night, but still tahan to go to work on Monday. but until evening time cannot tahan so decided to go visit my family doc whom he recommended me to see a specialist which he fear that a condition may be a symptom which may lead to a cause may lead to blindness so i was referred to a specialist.I got an appt which will happened on the last day of the year. Oh no, still have to tahan the pain. :( and somemore the painkillers didnt helped much.

enjoyed my day at work though the work may seems boring at times and it's only the 2nd day esp the time with my colleagues in a small and humid room. As it was a very secured area, only few authorised pp can enter so the room can be quiet at times but today quite a lot of things happening so was quite distracted by the happenings. We always talk rubbish to entertain ourselves... not bad, always looking forward to work everyday.

today, our company knocked off work at 5.30pm because every Wed and Friday we work from 830 to 530. the rest of the working days will be finish at 630. :p i'm quite fascinated to see everyone pack up and go home on time even though they haven finished their work unless it's really urgent.seems everyone in the co is a bit nuah, even have the time to celebrate someone's birthday during working hours.

today our supervisor told us to finish all our work by 5.30pm and leave the office or ELSE!!! why? she's also rushing off to her vacation after work until Monday. so good, how wish i also got this luxury to go for a short holiday!!! :P
by the time, i left office by 5.40pm, the whole office is almost deserted, all the top management staffs have gone off, except handful still lazing ard. dun know if the public holidays tomorrow helps to pull the pp away from their work.

coincidentally a sister in Christ,A called me up to have dinner together since she's free tonight and she said she wanna treat me dinner but anyway i agreed loh since it's been some time since i met up with her and tomorrow is a holiday. :p

in the end, we had dinner at NUSS. Had a wonderful time spent with her, catching up and chatting about everything under the sky.:) but thank God that i left my handphone in my friend's car. or my whole dinner mood will be totally destroyed by the call. We shared the food cause we also have no idea what to eat so we called few chinese dishes and so blessed by her because she treated me again. so nice of her. during our dinner, had shared with her abt some things related to my past job and also my struggles, she gave her views which i find it very logical and encouraging. Thank you, A for all your help and advice. :)

okay, after dinner when we returned to my fren's car, got a shock of my life, had 5 missed calls. and one of them is 1 that i will never think of returning back the call.let call the person X. but think i made the mistake of returning that call. once X heard my voice, X started to accused me of doing something which X thought that will hurt the business, and some more X had no hard evidence to prove that. so i told X straight in (her/his) face that i did not do that and dun need to offer my explainations to (her/him). though X said trust in faith what i said but the voice contradicts to what X said lor. so all X's words plus the straining in my eyes made me blowed up at (him/her) lor. anyway, counts X lucky because i said to X less than 10 sentences. But I'm still fuming even now.

anyway just wanna let loose of my steam of anger. ;0 when i heard it from another person that he spread the news around in the Off even more "kua zhang", it's really makes my blood boils. thinks X always never find the facts will ballooned the balloons so big that it will always double or triple the orginal size. buay tahan!!! but anyway since i'm not in the company already, let X blows as big as (she/he) wants.

Should i explain the whole thing to X since X maynot fully understand? it's a remarks made to X by another pp and (he/she) just blowed it up.I'm not sure shd i or not,but i always allows my emotions to go wild sometimes so i wasnt able to control my logical thinking at times... Oh No!!!

Comments:
take care man..your eye...
 
Thanks, Ray for your concern. :)
 
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