Saturday, March 19, 2005
C big Sales!!!!
Right now, still contemplating on should i buy the Zen Micro 4.0GB, given myself reasons to buy yet not so convinced why i should buy? :(
Just now as i was browsing the offical's website, i acciddentally hit on one of the pages that said "1st 50 buyers of the Zen Micro 5.0GB will need to pay ONly S$249" oh gosh, that's just too attractive for me to reject that offer... But again, as i was thinking, i'm not that "cheap skate" until i have to go there super early just to grab that offer and sqeezed with those bunch of cheap skate pp... :)
Aiyah, seems that i have to make up my mind fast or i will wait until the next sale...
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Just now as i was browsing the offical's website, i acciddentally hit on one of the pages that said "1st 50 buyers of the Zen Micro 5.0GB will need to pay ONly S$249" oh gosh, that's just too attractive for me to reject that offer... But again, as i was thinking, i'm not that "cheap skate" until i have to go there super early just to grab that offer and sqeezed with those bunch of cheap skate pp... :)
Aiyah, seems that i have to make up my mind fast or i will wait until the next sale...
Monday, March 14, 2005
Today's happenings!!
Today, had a disagreement with H at work ard late morning... almost spoilt the rest of the day. It's was like that, i was given a task to do, quite a simple one so being trying to be helpful... ...a very long story to shared...nvm but to cut the story short, instead of been appreciative, she starts to throw all sorts of personal accusation... in the beginning, i tried reasoning with her, but seems it's worse...i decided to keep my mouth shut and let her rant as much as she likes... anyway, i think our working relationship is getting worse, then after which even she got tasks to do, she even ask our other team members to help her.. end up i have little to do today... all because of that incident..
as i reflected today's happenings... why i allow this to happen? is it because of lack of communciations, clear instructions given? i realised that i got myself trapped... in my subconscious mind..
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as i reflected today's happenings... why i allow this to happen? is it because of lack of communciations, clear instructions given? i realised that i got myself trapped... in my subconscious mind..
Enter into God's Rest.
Enter into His Rest... this topic is definitely not my first time heard of this topic shared in NCC by p. prince
but as i hear it over and over again, it's becomes stucked in my head as i could remembered... what's does it mean to enter into God's rest? AS i was thinking through what p.j shared last weekend on what's it is finding rest in ourselves or in God's... How then we find rest in God, only by obeying.. In Isa 1:18-19, God promised we will eat the best of the land if we are willing and obedient. In the book of Eph 2:8-9 "For it's is by grace you have been saved, through faith and this's not from yourselves, it's the gift of God, not by works so that no one can boast." all it's require of us is to be obedient to enter into That Rest...
Thinking back, i also have to admit that that's a lot of time, the type of rest which i used to think it not the "spiritual rest", but human rest which is temp...
One of the illustration which i still remembered is p.j shared of when someone gives a treat, even to the last cents, we would want to contribute to it so that we will be less guilty of allwoing that person "a lesser treat" :p not a very good "England" construction.. p.j mentioned when Jesus died on the cross, all our sins have been washed away, but some of the basic still thought that they have to contribute by the so call "daily rituals" or quotas... then they will feel better... it's not that i'm saying dun need to do, but are we bluffing ourselves so that when we do just to fulfil that obligations... Since Jesus had fully paid our sins, then why are we still working to gain that salvation when grace we have been saved, through faith.. (Eph 2: 8-9), talking abt myself, i too have to admit that sometimes i also fell into this trap of deceiving myself by doing the "right" thing...
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but as i hear it over and over again, it's becomes stucked in my head as i could remembered... what's does it mean to enter into God's rest? AS i was thinking through what p.j shared last weekend on what's it is finding rest in ourselves or in God's... How then we find rest in God, only by obeying.. In Isa 1:18-19, God promised we will eat the best of the land if we are willing and obedient. In the book of Eph 2:8-9 "For it's is by grace you have been saved, through faith and this's not from yourselves, it's the gift of God, not by works so that no one can boast." all it's require of us is to be obedient to enter into That Rest...
Thinking back, i also have to admit that that's a lot of time, the type of rest which i used to think it not the "spiritual rest", but human rest which is temp...
One of the illustration which i still remembered is p.j shared of when someone gives a treat, even to the last cents, we would want to contribute to it so that we will be less guilty of allwoing that person "a lesser treat" :p not a very good "England" construction.. p.j mentioned when Jesus died on the cross, all our sins have been washed away, but some of the basic still thought that they have to contribute by the so call "daily rituals" or quotas... then they will feel better... it's not that i'm saying dun need to do, but are we bluffing ourselves so that when we do just to fulfil that obligations... Since Jesus had fully paid our sins, then why are we still working to gain that salvation when grace we have been saved, through faith.. (Eph 2: 8-9), talking abt myself, i too have to admit that sometimes i also fell into this trap of deceiving myself by doing the "right" thing...
Monday, March 07, 2005
Light Bulb.
A sms last night with a sis-in-christ reminded me of aN illustration by my poly B.S leader, Flo.It was an illustration during one of the 242 meet during poly days when i was a first year student and i could still remember clearly til now. actually, i have sort of forgotten, but that sms bring back the memory again. :p
We are like the light bulb... if we put the light bulb by itself, it will remain as it is without light glowing out. But once the bulb is connected to the power socket, it will immediately produce light. so amazing!!! :) WE are also like that light bulb, unless we plug ourselves to God, our light bulb remain "lightless", but when we are in God, we will be completely diiferent, glowing with His glory. :)
Talking about the sermon i attended last week at NCC, p.p was sharing abt the Father's love and how we address our heavenly father as. P.P used quite a number of illustrations using himself as a earthly father, how he felt when he saw his daughter scream for him or when she's ask him to pray for her etc...too many illustrations until i also forgotten.... hehe... then how deep is our Heavenly Father's Love is for us, when we sinned, how does He felt? or how happy He is when we pray to Him for help? how much our Heavenly Father desires to have fellowship with us? Then how do we respond back for the so many things God has done for us? Obedience? Loving our neighbour as ourselves, but most imptly: Love God with all our heart, might, strength and soul?
Hmmm, for the rest, i sort of forgotten... Am thinking of listening to his sermon again..may have to ask my fren get it for me...
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We are like the light bulb... if we put the light bulb by itself, it will remain as it is without light glowing out. But once the bulb is connected to the power socket, it will immediately produce light. so amazing!!! :) WE are also like that light bulb, unless we plug ourselves to God, our light bulb remain "lightless", but when we are in God, we will be completely diiferent, glowing with His glory. :)
Talking about the sermon i attended last week at NCC, p.p was sharing abt the Father's love and how we address our heavenly father as. P.P used quite a number of illustrations using himself as a earthly father, how he felt when he saw his daughter scream for him or when she's ask him to pray for her etc...too many illustrations until i also forgotten.... hehe... then how deep is our Heavenly Father's Love is for us, when we sinned, how does He felt? or how happy He is when we pray to Him for help? how much our Heavenly Father desires to have fellowship with us? Then how do we respond back for the so many things God has done for us? Obedience? Loving our neighbour as ourselves, but most imptly: Love God with all our heart, might, strength and soul?
Hmmm, for the rest, i sort of forgotten... Am thinking of listening to his sermon again..may have to ask my fren get it for me...
Saturday, March 05, 2005
A very sad and regretable week!!!
I'm just lost for to describe what happened this week, simply too shocked and just couldnt take that such a tragic thing will happened to me!! Like what my CG mentioned yesterday during CG: "In my Lala world" not sure if the spelling is correct.
During Thursday and Friday after i returned back to work after 3 days of compassionate leave, i just find myself not able to concentrate on work, sort of like in my own world...Had almost started a quarrel with my new PQS yesterday when we had some misunderstanding, if i have not shut my mouth off... He's also new to the job, and everything he also must sure well taken care of, which includes where i shd put my waste paper basket... i'm simply cannot tahan him, so inthe end i had decided to give him a nickname which is "cao ah gua"...the way he walks and his body actions really makes him like one... or shd i say "eunuch"..... :p dont know how to work with this type of ah gua... he always think he's so smart and demands what to do and even our associate have to agree with him... it's kinda the beginning of the nightmare!
The current PQS which i worked with him for almost 3 mths,i find him quite a helpful and friendly man. Sometimes i find myself asking stupid questions, he would still answer them... Just that i found myself pity him at times, where the other QS, (H) would find every opportunities to make him look really bad or stupid/(backstabbing)in front of either the associate or in front of all our team members... at times i find myself overhearing the whole team saying bad things abt him. He was like an "outcast". Even the associate will called him stupid or dumb, which i find the comments too personal... Like what i shared yestday, that both the new PQS and the QS were from the same poly, except the PQS went to further his studies while H started working...
The way they communicates with each other is really horri-ible, instead of talking upright, they chose to put their words on a piece of paper!!! What they talking, i dont know..and i'm not keen to know.
few weeks ago, had a chance to catch up with my ex-classmates, and i realised that i ended up in the worst team and had the worst associate...well, i think they were right as i'm seeing it everyday!!! Yesterday, had done just a minor mistake and my associate broadcasted to the rest of the team members... :(
But at the end of the day, why should i allowed myself to be affected by pp mentioned? Do my best for God and not for men... (Col 3:23-24). This verse has always in my heart since i got to know this verse during one of my QT tots that speaks to me during my poly days. Hopefully, it will once again a reminder that everything i do shd bring glory to God and not unto myself... Few of my QT tots were that God's alway look into man's heart loh.. and not what he does!!!
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During Thursday and Friday after i returned back to work after 3 days of compassionate leave, i just find myself not able to concentrate on work, sort of like in my own world...Had almost started a quarrel with my new PQS yesterday when we had some misunderstanding, if i have not shut my mouth off... He's also new to the job, and everything he also must sure well taken care of, which includes where i shd put my waste paper basket... i'm simply cannot tahan him, so inthe end i had decided to give him a nickname which is "cao ah gua"...the way he walks and his body actions really makes him like one... or shd i say "eunuch"..... :p dont know how to work with this type of ah gua... he always think he's so smart and demands what to do and even our associate have to agree with him... it's kinda the beginning of the nightmare!
The current PQS which i worked with him for almost 3 mths,i find him quite a helpful and friendly man. Sometimes i find myself asking stupid questions, he would still answer them... Just that i found myself pity him at times, where the other QS, (H) would find every opportunities to make him look really bad or stupid/(backstabbing)in front of either the associate or in front of all our team members... at times i find myself overhearing the whole team saying bad things abt him. He was like an "outcast". Even the associate will called him stupid or dumb, which i find the comments too personal... Like what i shared yestday, that both the new PQS and the QS were from the same poly, except the PQS went to further his studies while H started working...
The way they communicates with each other is really horri-ible, instead of talking upright, they chose to put their words on a piece of paper!!! What they talking, i dont know..and i'm not keen to know.
few weeks ago, had a chance to catch up with my ex-classmates, and i realised that i ended up in the worst team and had the worst associate...well, i think they were right as i'm seeing it everyday!!! Yesterday, had done just a minor mistake and my associate broadcasted to the rest of the team members... :(
But at the end of the day, why should i allowed myself to be affected by pp mentioned? Do my best for God and not for men... (Col 3:23-24). This verse has always in my heart since i got to know this verse during one of my QT tots that speaks to me during my poly days. Hopefully, it will once again a reminder that everything i do shd bring glory to God and not unto myself... Few of my QT tots were that God's alway look into man's heart loh.. and not what he does!!!
