Saturday, March 05, 2005
A very sad and regretable week!!!
I'm just lost for to describe what happened this week, simply too shocked and just couldnt take that such a tragic thing will happened to me!! Like what my CG mentioned yesterday during CG: "In my Lala world" not sure if the spelling is correct.
During Thursday and Friday after i returned back to work after 3 days of compassionate leave, i just find myself not able to concentrate on work, sort of like in my own world...Had almost started a quarrel with my new PQS yesterday when we had some misunderstanding, if i have not shut my mouth off... He's also new to the job, and everything he also must sure well taken care of, which includes where i shd put my waste paper basket... i'm simply cannot tahan him, so inthe end i had decided to give him a nickname which is "cao ah gua"...the way he walks and his body actions really makes him like one... or shd i say "eunuch"..... :p dont know how to work with this type of ah gua... he always think he's so smart and demands what to do and even our associate have to agree with him... it's kinda the beginning of the nightmare!
The current PQS which i worked with him for almost 3 mths,i find him quite a helpful and friendly man. Sometimes i find myself asking stupid questions, he would still answer them... Just that i found myself pity him at times, where the other QS, (H) would find every opportunities to make him look really bad or stupid/(backstabbing)in front of either the associate or in front of all our team members... at times i find myself overhearing the whole team saying bad things abt him. He was like an "outcast". Even the associate will called him stupid or dumb, which i find the comments too personal... Like what i shared yestday, that both the new PQS and the QS were from the same poly, except the PQS went to further his studies while H started working...
The way they communicates with each other is really horri-ible, instead of talking upright, they chose to put their words on a piece of paper!!! What they talking, i dont know..and i'm not keen to know.
few weeks ago, had a chance to catch up with my ex-classmates, and i realised that i ended up in the worst team and had the worst associate...well, i think they were right as i'm seeing it everyday!!! Yesterday, had done just a minor mistake and my associate broadcasted to the rest of the team members... :(
But at the end of the day, why should i allowed myself to be affected by pp mentioned? Do my best for God and not for men... (Col 3:23-24). This verse has always in my heart since i got to know this verse during one of my QT tots that speaks to me during my poly days. Hopefully, it will once again a reminder that everything i do shd bring glory to God and not unto myself... Few of my QT tots were that God's alway look into man's heart loh.. and not what he does!!!
During Thursday and Friday after i returned back to work after 3 days of compassionate leave, i just find myself not able to concentrate on work, sort of like in my own world...Had almost started a quarrel with my new PQS yesterday when we had some misunderstanding, if i have not shut my mouth off... He's also new to the job, and everything he also must sure well taken care of, which includes where i shd put my waste paper basket... i'm simply cannot tahan him, so inthe end i had decided to give him a nickname which is "cao ah gua"...the way he walks and his body actions really makes him like one... or shd i say "eunuch"..... :p dont know how to work with this type of ah gua... he always think he's so smart and demands what to do and even our associate have to agree with him... it's kinda the beginning of the nightmare!
The current PQS which i worked with him for almost 3 mths,i find him quite a helpful and friendly man. Sometimes i find myself asking stupid questions, he would still answer them... Just that i found myself pity him at times, where the other QS, (H) would find every opportunities to make him look really bad or stupid/(backstabbing)in front of either the associate or in front of all our team members... at times i find myself overhearing the whole team saying bad things abt him. He was like an "outcast". Even the associate will called him stupid or dumb, which i find the comments too personal... Like what i shared yestday, that both the new PQS and the QS were from the same poly, except the PQS went to further his studies while H started working...
The way they communicates with each other is really horri-ible, instead of talking upright, they chose to put their words on a piece of paper!!! What they talking, i dont know..and i'm not keen to know.
few weeks ago, had a chance to catch up with my ex-classmates, and i realised that i ended up in the worst team and had the worst associate...well, i think they were right as i'm seeing it everyday!!! Yesterday, had done just a minor mistake and my associate broadcasted to the rest of the team members... :(
But at the end of the day, why should i allowed myself to be affected by pp mentioned? Do my best for God and not for men... (Col 3:23-24). This verse has always in my heart since i got to know this verse during one of my QT tots that speaks to me during my poly days. Hopefully, it will once again a reminder that everything i do shd bring glory to God and not unto myself... Few of my QT tots were that God's alway look into man's heart loh.. and not what he does!!!
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