Tuesday, November 15, 2005
BSF No More... for this year. =(
Felt quite "lost" not because yesterday was BSF's last lecture/discussion for the year 2005... but because likely that i wont be in the same discussion group when we come back next year... so sad... =( to think that the friendships developed during the last few mths with my current BSF mates ...... i dun mean that we will no longer talk/shared but wont be as frequent as before... So missed the discussion, esp during the sharing of our daily lessons... esp J. her's sharing so funny(times we also shared of our struggles)- ASK, hmmm, it's really nice to know so many fun pp in my D.G... pp like e.w, Jo, V, etc... =( and of course to have such a fantastic DL... *sobs* know that i shouldn't be so emotional over such issue but... if it's just that 1... maybe not...
Evenings nowadays to blog is rare now... so any oppotunities in office, better grab lah... hehe...
Just walked past a assoc's room and i happened to kaypo and peep into his room thru the glass window, saw a book titled "give happiness a chance".. Was reminded of the lecture yesterday by the sharing of our c.t that joy comes out from our relationship with God ... hmmm, just being reminded again... my joy comes from God, and not based on any circumstances...while happiness IS... Hmmmm....
Another verse during the discussion strikes me was from Chp4:6-7 "Do not be anxious about anything but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving present your request to God and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." and learn to be content whether in need or plenty. =)
Felt so guilty when i walked into the hall, knowing that my class lessons is quite "sparingly filled up" so decided not to join in the discussion session... =( but was persuaded by the c.adm that it will be the last discussion for the year... so even though i was late by few mins... of course i didnt make much contributions during the sharing time... arrugghhh, felt so terrible, knowing that it will be the last one and any more future opportunities to share... (but bounded by the rules) =(
Finally completed the whole book of Phil. but... :-
Just wanna let off my steam n frustrations!!!
Evenings nowadays to blog is rare now... so any oppotunities in office, better grab lah... hehe...
Just walked past a assoc's room and i happened to kaypo and peep into his room thru the glass window, saw a book titled "give happiness a chance".. Was reminded of the lecture yesterday by the sharing of our c.t that joy comes out from our relationship with God ... hmmm, just being reminded again... my joy comes from God, and not based on any circumstances...while happiness IS... Hmmmm....
Another verse during the discussion strikes me was from Chp4:6-7 "Do not be anxious about anything but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving present your request to God and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." and learn to be content whether in need or plenty. =)
Felt so guilty when i walked into the hall, knowing that my class lessons is quite "sparingly filled up" so decided not to join in the discussion session... =( but was persuaded by the c.adm that it will be the last discussion for the year... so even though i was late by few mins... of course i didnt make much contributions during the sharing time... arrugghhh, felt so terrible, knowing that it will be the last one and any more future opportunities to share... (but bounded by the rules) =(
Finally completed the whole book of Phil. but... :-
Just wanna let off my steam n frustrations!!!
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