Sunday, December 11, 2005
I'm back!!!
Back to reality again... hopefully... =)
Ya, just wanna blog in the happenings during retreat... since i sort of shared during cell but shall blog it again... so lo so... haha... of course that's something which i wanna shared during cell didnt really come out to my tots...
Had our Hope retreat at Bukit Tinggi from 01-04 dec..... Basically, i had quite a lot of time to myself, but hmmm, didnt met up to what i planned to set time with God (hmmm, issues to sort out), as most of the time, i would lazed around... either doing nothin, or playing bridge... except purposely set time during the 2nd day when the gals went for horse-riding, i was alone in my room trying to catch up with the notes... at 1st was with my room-mate playing "tua dai di",
but after a while got a bit sick and decided to head back to room to catch up with the notes... (couldnt catch up with what the speaker's trying to share) as what handiworks said which i think it's quite true... most of the time, coz i kept falling asleep during the beginning of the sharing, was a bit lost when i'm back to the world... haha... blame it on late nights... who to blame? bridge? too bad lah, i'm one of the bridge-"fans/players" aiyah... but think for our usual regular players, i think i sort of broken the records by pushing the bid to "5 clubs"... hmmm, dun really remembered... but had a heart-attack time trying to win as many sets as possible.... aiyah... that's typical me.. trying to be as adverturous... think now i'm more risk-adverse... oh no... Oh ya, we wont the game... phew... my heart nearly drop out...
Okay, back to the 1st day when we took a bus from G.M tower en route to our resort... last min changes... my room-mate was suppose to be A.H. suddenly changed to G.H... oh no, our personality are pretty different ( can compared to north and South poles)... during the first half of the journey was pretty quiet as most of us are catching up with our beauty sleep... with breaks at the chinese restuarant, Yong Peng and 1 "wu lo" place with only toilet facilities... just before we reach the resorts, everyone become more alert and sessions of the bridge started.... =)
Though the sessions were sparsely apart from each other, just felt that the contents were quite rushly push through, think that's gives me little time to digest and put it deeper thoughts... but i like the discussions sessions... though i dun really enjoyed sharing in a big group, but this time round managed to shared with the group, esp with my spiritual n personal struggles... and added that i needed help in my spiritual life and how i can be helped?" talked to my HCL abt it, and he gave some really wise advise on how to approached this matter... am really appreciated his concern... also shared with the speaker during the meals when she came to sit down together during one of breakfast/lunch (me n my rm-mate was quite a early birds)....... was heard from her point of view as well... hmm, one of a concerned bro also asked too..... orginally wanted to speak to (.....) during the retreat, but kept procrastinating.... aiyah... d, sharing out wont kill u!!! perhap my skin's too thin...
hmmm, will have to practise it out instead of just saying...
Ya, before i forgets, one of the highlights of the retreat was the games"life game" organised by WB, Jess & Will.... i enjoyed myself at the game, though i didnt managed to get myself "converted" to a christian, even though i managed to get a university degree, n winning 2 sets of "bridge" at the R&R corner (2K dollars)... taught me that i may be drawn to achieving the worldy things that i may neglect/ forget the most important thing in my life.. Knowing God and doing His Will... ya, in the game itself, i may achieved what may be seems attractive to men, but i missed out the spiritual aspect... though Joe tried to bring me to church, but at the back of my mind, earning a degree is more impt..thus i missed out the opportunity to be a christian...
Hmmm, Joe, and I(p's wife) won the game... they deserved to win for their efforts in the game esp Joe for trying to bring as many non-christian to ch and get them converted...
Had our "last" service with p at the last day... had communion together... p shared on the 4 types of heart... guess mine belongs to the "crowded heart"... do need a major heart renovation by God.. guess i dun have that ability to change myself.... Was touched when p takes the opportunity to pray and bless every hope campers... Guess a major change will take place soon, esp moving back to the main church... have be more prayerful if not i may fall into a pitless hole again!!!
Guess will be able to shared in-depth of the contents of the when i finished reading the whole notes... wont be my learning during the retreat but rather after... hmmm...
Ya, just wanna blog in the happenings during retreat... since i sort of shared during cell but shall blog it again... so lo so... haha... of course that's something which i wanna shared during cell didnt really come out to my tots...
Had our Hope retreat at Bukit Tinggi from 01-04 dec..... Basically, i had quite a lot of time to myself, but hmmm, didnt met up to what i planned to set time with God (hmmm, issues to sort out), as most of the time, i would lazed around... either doing nothin, or playing bridge... except purposely set time during the 2nd day when the gals went for horse-riding, i was alone in my room trying to catch up with the notes... at 1st was with my room-mate playing "tua dai di",
but after a while got a bit sick and decided to head back to room to catch up with the notes... (couldnt catch up with what the speaker's trying to share) as what handiworks said which i think it's quite true... most of the time, coz i kept falling asleep during the beginning of the sharing, was a bit lost when i'm back to the world... haha... blame it on late nights... who to blame? bridge? too bad lah, i'm one of the bridge-"fans/players" aiyah... but think for our usual regular players, i think i sort of broken the records by pushing the bid to "5 clubs"... hmmm, dun really remembered... but had a heart-attack time trying to win as many sets as possible.... aiyah... that's typical me.. trying to be as adverturous... think now i'm more risk-adverse... oh no... Oh ya, we wont the game... phew... my heart nearly drop out...
Okay, back to the 1st day when we took a bus from G.M tower en route to our resort... last min changes... my room-mate was suppose to be A.H. suddenly changed to G.H... oh no, our personality are pretty different ( can compared to north and South poles)... during the first half of the journey was pretty quiet as most of us are catching up with our beauty sleep... with breaks at the chinese restuarant, Yong Peng and 1 "wu lo" place with only toilet facilities... just before we reach the resorts, everyone become more alert and sessions of the bridge started.... =)
Though the sessions were sparsely apart from each other, just felt that the contents were quite rushly push through, think that's gives me little time to digest and put it deeper thoughts... but i like the discussions sessions... though i dun really enjoyed sharing in a big group, but this time round managed to shared with the group, esp with my spiritual n personal struggles... and added that i needed help in my spiritual life and how i can be helped?" talked to my HCL abt it, and he gave some really wise advise on how to approached this matter... am really appreciated his concern... also shared with the speaker during the meals when she came to sit down together during one of breakfast/lunch (me n my rm-mate was quite a early birds)....... was heard from her point of view as well... hmm, one of a concerned bro also asked too..... orginally wanted to speak to (.....) during the retreat, but kept procrastinating.... aiyah... d, sharing out wont kill u!!! perhap my skin's too thin...
hmmm, will have to practise it out instead of just saying...
Ya, before i forgets, one of the highlights of the retreat was the games"life game" organised by WB, Jess & Will.... i enjoyed myself at the game, though i didnt managed to get myself "converted" to a christian, even though i managed to get a university degree, n winning 2 sets of "bridge" at the R&R corner (2K dollars)... taught me that i may be drawn to achieving the worldy things that i may neglect/ forget the most important thing in my life.. Knowing God and doing His Will... ya, in the game itself, i may achieved what may be seems attractive to men, but i missed out the spiritual aspect... though Joe tried to bring me to church, but at the back of my mind, earning a degree is more impt..thus i missed out the opportunity to be a christian...
Hmmm, Joe, and I(p's wife) won the game... they deserved to win for their efforts in the game esp Joe for trying to bring as many non-christian to ch and get them converted...
Had our "last" service with p at the last day... had communion together... p shared on the 4 types of heart... guess mine belongs to the "crowded heart"... do need a major heart renovation by God.. guess i dun have that ability to change myself.... Was touched when p takes the opportunity to pray and bless every hope campers... Guess a major change will take place soon, esp moving back to the main church... have be more prayerful if not i may fall into a pitless hole again!!!
Guess will be able to shared in-depth of the contents of the when i finished reading the whole notes... wont be my learning during the retreat but rather after... hmmm...
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