Friday, April 14, 2006
W.A.S.H
Just back from today's Maundy thursday svc... (dun know got spelling mistakes)... and after washing my clothes... dun wanna leave it to stinks until tmr morning.... =P
anyway it's been quite a while since i last blog a long blog... due to the fact that i'm weared out from working days and days of working overtime to near to midnight or past midnight... the duration of working such a lengthy hours left me really really tired and frustrated and anti-social during office hours and outside office hours... until i cannot tahan and decided enuff is enuff, i'm not going to slog myself to death like that lor... this week had been a relatively short OT everyday, managed to catch some of the 9pm tv series if i'm on time to catch and watch "Dachangjin".... hmmm, dachangjin is a must watch for both my mum and sister.... so this week since i'm home early, just timely to watch, so i also join in the crowd to watch... at first quite lost, then managed to catch the story line... Why i say frustrated? not able to fully concentrated during works and mistakes starts popping out... simple , yet glaring mistakes that i have made in the estimate for the pre-tendering stage, which i wont make lor... hmmm, of course, my boss not really happy that i left office at abt 8.30 plus... maybe to her is just simply too early... plus almost everyone of my team work near to midnight everyday... i just can salute my team-mates who can slog and slog everyday til midnight can still so "alive" during daytime... one of close fren sitting right behind me, who had just taken over a project, also at the calling of tendering lamented that she also got at most 3-4 hours of sleep everyday, working to 2-3am then went home, sleep few hours then back to office again... no wonder she's been taking those "powered" drink... anyway, thank God... it's Good Friday today... time for me to rest physically and time to make up with God... for all the sins that i have commited... a time of reflections and thanksgiving. a right time that i can have a broken relationship restored with God thru my personal Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.
Yeah, today... went to CAT2 for site valuation with my boss... recently had a series of misunderstandings and disagreements and quarrels with her... was reading the PDL yesterday night, was suspose to lead last week, but missed it due to work commitments... it's actually to do my BSF daily lessons and end up i pick up the pdl book to read... anyway, read that chp... it's about restoring broken relationship with fellow basic... a reminder for me that i needed to do something abt it... yet, i haven done anything til now... will have to do it somehow, but just dun know how to!!! Yeah, as was having dinner just now b4 the svc, they will discussing abt something relating to good friday and easter sunday... just after been prompted... after a while, i realised that my boss and i also discussed this morning during our waiting at Mac for our main contractor to come... anyway, i pops up quite a number of questions relating to good friday until my boss "surrenders"... til now, i still cant understand what's good friday... a interesting and min and heart searching for today and tmr.
Ya, my blog is abt WASH... not that i blog this after washing my clothes, but it's rather got to do with the topic that was been preached today. It's was before Jesus was been crucified that wanted to do something extraordinally for his disciples by washing their feet. Responses from some like simon peter , refusing to allow Jesus to wash his feet... Jesus want his disciples to follow his footsteps by serving each other... (not physically washing feets but rather service)... Though that Jesus knew that he's going to be betrayed by one of his disciples and denied by the other and the rest got deserted him, Jesus still chose to avaiable himself and do down to the lowest of a slave and wash their feet with humility. Guess that without humility, Jesus wont be able to go from a teacher to a slave position and wash his disciples' feet. What will be my response today? a willingness to serve with humility towards my basic and many of my pre-believing friends and coleks and not forgetting my family members.
W- Willingness
A-Available
S- Service
H- Humility
"A willing and available & grateful servant acts out of graditude for service with humility" (My own version).
anyway it's been quite a while since i last blog a long blog... due to the fact that i'm weared out from working days and days of working overtime to near to midnight or past midnight... the duration of working such a lengthy hours left me really really tired and frustrated and anti-social during office hours and outside office hours... until i cannot tahan and decided enuff is enuff, i'm not going to slog myself to death like that lor... this week had been a relatively short OT everyday, managed to catch some of the 9pm tv series if i'm on time to catch and watch "Dachangjin".... hmmm, dachangjin is a must watch for both my mum and sister.... so this week since i'm home early, just timely to watch, so i also join in the crowd to watch... at first quite lost, then managed to catch the story line... Why i say frustrated? not able to fully concentrated during works and mistakes starts popping out... simple , yet glaring mistakes that i have made in the estimate for the pre-tendering stage, which i wont make lor... hmmm, of course, my boss not really happy that i left office at abt 8.30 plus... maybe to her is just simply too early... plus almost everyone of my team work near to midnight everyday... i just can salute my team-mates who can slog and slog everyday til midnight can still so "alive" during daytime... one of close fren sitting right behind me, who had just taken over a project, also at the calling of tendering lamented that she also got at most 3-4 hours of sleep everyday, working to 2-3am then went home, sleep few hours then back to office again... no wonder she's been taking those "powered" drink... anyway, thank God... it's Good Friday today... time for me to rest physically and time to make up with God... for all the sins that i have commited... a time of reflections and thanksgiving. a right time that i can have a broken relationship restored with God thru my personal Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ.
Yeah, today... went to CAT2 for site valuation with my boss... recently had a series of misunderstandings and disagreements and quarrels with her... was reading the PDL yesterday night, was suspose to lead last week, but missed it due to work commitments... it's actually to do my BSF daily lessons and end up i pick up the pdl book to read... anyway, read that chp... it's about restoring broken relationship with fellow basic... a reminder for me that i needed to do something abt it... yet, i haven done anything til now... will have to do it somehow, but just dun know how to!!! Yeah, as was having dinner just now b4 the svc, they will discussing abt something relating to good friday and easter sunday... just after been prompted... after a while, i realised that my boss and i also discussed this morning during our waiting at Mac for our main contractor to come... anyway, i pops up quite a number of questions relating to good friday until my boss "surrenders"... til now, i still cant understand what's good friday... a interesting and min and heart searching for today and tmr.
Ya, my blog is abt WASH... not that i blog this after washing my clothes, but it's rather got to do with the topic that was been preached today. It's was before Jesus was been crucified that wanted to do something extraordinally for his disciples by washing their feet. Responses from some like simon peter , refusing to allow Jesus to wash his feet... Jesus want his disciples to follow his footsteps by serving each other... (not physically washing feets but rather service)... Though that Jesus knew that he's going to be betrayed by one of his disciples and denied by the other and the rest got deserted him, Jesus still chose to avaiable himself and do down to the lowest of a slave and wash their feet with humility. Guess that without humility, Jesus wont be able to go from a teacher to a slave position and wash his disciples' feet. What will be my response today? a willingness to serve with humility towards my basic and many of my pre-believing friends and coleks and not forgetting my family members.
W- Willingness
A-Available
S- Service
H- Humility
"A willing and available & grateful servant acts out of graditude for service with humility" (My own version).
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