Saturday, September 30, 2006
Blast OFF...
Blast-Nearly blast me off... My bicep and esp my triceps are really aching... guess not from my boxes but receiving strong punches my from boxing partner.... but anyway it's really a good exercise, though didnt managed to sweat much as compared to KB... the workout is few times productive than my workout at gym on my triceps.... am very tempted to go for the class next friday, but got cell... aiyah, quite missed the sessions with only less than 10 pp in the class as compared to a normal aerobics class of at least 25 people and above... since i most likely wont signed up another package with Amore as i find it now quite a struggle to make time for class...
Not so good if got stuffs caught up in office and aiyah have to miss lunch just to finish and rush off for class or leave the uncompleted work until the next working day... Always felt a sense of guilt esp when i see my senior slogged herself in office while i njoyed myself in class... lotsa of time when i have to cancel my class when things cropped up in office and hence my uncompleted class accumulated like mad and now i have to rush myself like mad just to clear all my lessons before my package expires mid of Oct next month. And the sales pp there are like chasing me class after class to persuade me to continue with them for a longer period of 1 year... i cannot imagine the stress of trying to clear my lessons everyweek... a bit stressful... and to think i can wisely make use of this spare cash for wiser use rather than on "paid" excerise... Hope i can discipline myself to excercise at 3 times per week on top of the weekly frisbee. keke... Tmr shall make sometime to go for their classes... at least 2 classes per sessions to clear all my "debts"... aiyah!!!
Have been trying to finish up my work everyday and holding my breathe to rush to finish classes this week but have been rather unsuccessful.. Out of the 5 lessons, i only manged 2... of both is of the same nature... KB and blast... esp blast is more shiong than KB (kickboxing)... Of every day i went off early from work, i make up with another day of OT. Where's my life? Life has been "bored" with uncompleted work... My project nearly drained off all my energy and definitely my boss... since she work til quite late everyday, while i still set some time for my amore lessons, of course at the expense of my lunch time lor... =(
Just wanna let it out from my bottom of my heart.... has been bothering for quite a while... My team-mates have this strange habit of chit-chatting and gossiping during normal working hours and then work OT to finish their work... of course they wont find it troublesome since they can easily claim OT mah and work late into the nite... But it certainly messed up my working and i dont wanna let work control my life-style and i want to have a balanced life... If i'm rushing something, i will just plugged in my radio and buried myself in my task or i just simply got distracted... Not that they talked silently... the volume of their conversation can blow down our office partitions esp the SQS and the QS sitting beside each other.... wah liao, some more talking so loud in front of my assistant director(AD) and sometimes gossip of my AD in front of my AD but cleverly said until like not targetted... somemore his office is just in front of our working cubicles and our office is very "open-styled". and he doesnt mind our chit-chatting during daytime and approved their OT at night... Not fair, but do i have a choice??? Just recently, one of the QS complained that she didnt have any assistant in helping in her condo tender and she got 1 recently... How abt our "big" proj with 2 person slogging and yet months of requesting turned into deaf ears... Every1 in my team knows that my AD is a very biased person, but sometimes he's overboard... Like a chinese proverbs "san liao bu zhen xia liao "croaked"... all these clearly in my team.
But 2 of them was expecting a handsome guy as our HR told her... but when he came... they were super disappointed.... then i realised that it's not our ability, but are judged by looks... for this 2 QSs lah... Yo, quite disgusted with both of them... no prob with their good looks and ability, but to judge on some1 on looks before he can proves himself/herself quite unfair to that person lor.
I'm cannot said too much here... but anyway, have been in my company for almost 2 years... have see how people changed.... for better and some for worse (i dun refer to their work but personal)... esp after they gained the recognition from their boss/promoted... some become super proud... like we no longer on the same level... so better dun hang out w u... but i do met pp who still remained humbled even after their promotion...1 very good example was 1 of my "tan de lai" colek... shall not named her here.... just in case... at first when she came, she's very humbled and often sweet-talked to 1 of our SQS for help so that she could get help easily.... but now she talked as if she's knows a lot than our SQS and sound like the team cannot do without her... i mean success dont built on only 1 person's hard work... but... does people search for fame and reputation and guarded with their own lives??? Used to be quite naive of people, but now as i opened my eyes and see the ugliness of pp... jus saddens me lor... Things dun look as rosy as before... but the only beautiful things that i look is from God's perspective instead of mine... Work as a consulant QS can be stressful beyond my ability to cope and hence i do fell into the trap...
Have opportunity to talk and listen to a colek's grumblings... (not the same team as me) but we still talked... times she shared of dreaming of work and cried in her dreams.... that's how stressful can be when got new proj, bz preparing tender and contract documents... can burned a lot of midnite oils.... when have got to get used to that... a lot of my coleks have sacrificed quite a fair bit of their social life for work... but good thing, they got attached before joining this firm or else they will get attached to their work... very common saying in my company... Hopefully i wont get myself attached to my work... =(
Shall stop here... in case cannot put brakes on it. hehe.. =)
Not so good if got stuffs caught up in office and aiyah have to miss lunch just to finish and rush off for class or leave the uncompleted work until the next working day... Always felt a sense of guilt esp when i see my senior slogged herself in office while i njoyed myself in class... lotsa of time when i have to cancel my class when things cropped up in office and hence my uncompleted class accumulated like mad and now i have to rush myself like mad just to clear all my lessons before my package expires mid of Oct next month. And the sales pp there are like chasing me class after class to persuade me to continue with them for a longer period of 1 year... i cannot imagine the stress of trying to clear my lessons everyweek... a bit stressful... and to think i can wisely make use of this spare cash for wiser use rather than on "paid" excerise... Hope i can discipline myself to excercise at 3 times per week on top of the weekly frisbee. keke... Tmr shall make sometime to go for their classes... at least 2 classes per sessions to clear all my "debts"... aiyah!!!
Have been trying to finish up my work everyday and holding my breathe to rush to finish classes this week but have been rather unsuccessful.. Out of the 5 lessons, i only manged 2... of both is of the same nature... KB and blast... esp blast is more shiong than KB (kickboxing)... Of every day i went off early from work, i make up with another day of OT. Where's my life? Life has been "bored" with uncompleted work... My project nearly drained off all my energy and definitely my boss... since she work til quite late everyday, while i still set some time for my amore lessons, of course at the expense of my lunch time lor... =(
Just wanna let it out from my bottom of my heart.... has been bothering for quite a while... My team-mates have this strange habit of chit-chatting and gossiping during normal working hours and then work OT to finish their work... of course they wont find it troublesome since they can easily claim OT mah and work late into the nite... But it certainly messed up my working and i dont wanna let work control my life-style and i want to have a balanced life... If i'm rushing something, i will just plugged in my radio and buried myself in my task or i just simply got distracted... Not that they talked silently... the volume of their conversation can blow down our office partitions esp the SQS and the QS sitting beside each other.... wah liao, some more talking so loud in front of my assistant director(AD) and sometimes gossip of my AD in front of my AD but cleverly said until like not targetted... somemore his office is just in front of our working cubicles and our office is very "open-styled". and he doesnt mind our chit-chatting during daytime and approved their OT at night... Not fair, but do i have a choice??? Just recently, one of the QS complained that she didnt have any assistant in helping in her condo tender and she got 1 recently... How abt our "big" proj with 2 person slogging and yet months of requesting turned into deaf ears... Every1 in my team knows that my AD is a very biased person, but sometimes he's overboard... Like a chinese proverbs "san liao bu zhen xia liao "croaked"... all these clearly in my team.
But 2 of them was expecting a handsome guy as our HR told her... but when he came... they were super disappointed.... then i realised that it's not our ability, but are judged by looks... for this 2 QSs lah... Yo, quite disgusted with both of them... no prob with their good looks and ability, but to judge on some1 on looks before he can proves himself/herself quite unfair to that person lor.
I'm cannot said too much here... but anyway, have been in my company for almost 2 years... have see how people changed.... for better and some for worse (i dun refer to their work but personal)... esp after they gained the recognition from their boss/promoted... some become super proud... like we no longer on the same level... so better dun hang out w u... but i do met pp who still remained humbled even after their promotion...1 very good example was 1 of my "tan de lai" colek... shall not named her here.... just in case... at first when she came, she's very humbled and often sweet-talked to 1 of our SQS for help so that she could get help easily.... but now she talked as if she's knows a lot than our SQS and sound like the team cannot do without her... i mean success dont built on only 1 person's hard work... but... does people search for fame and reputation and guarded with their own lives??? Used to be quite naive of people, but now as i opened my eyes and see the ugliness of pp... jus saddens me lor... Things dun look as rosy as before... but the only beautiful things that i look is from God's perspective instead of mine... Work as a consulant QS can be stressful beyond my ability to cope and hence i do fell into the trap...
Have opportunity to talk and listen to a colek's grumblings... (not the same team as me) but we still talked... times she shared of dreaming of work and cried in her dreams.... that's how stressful can be when got new proj, bz preparing tender and contract documents... can burned a lot of midnite oils.... when have got to get used to that... a lot of my coleks have sacrificed quite a fair bit of their social life for work... but good thing, they got attached before joining this firm or else they will get attached to their work... very common saying in my company... Hopefully i wont get myself attached to my work... =(
Shall stop here... in case cannot put brakes on it. hehe.. =)
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