Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Recent happenings......
1st time trekking at Bukit Timah hill and it was quite sunny just as get started at the foot of the hill... Though it was as easy the last time i conquered bukit timah hill few years ago.. this time round, i followed them as they took a different route (far more adventurous and difficult than the simple route)... as we walked inside the forest, we have to took big and tiring steps... esp the high and narrow steps.... which is impossible to climb like normal steps... and we met a steep cliff... thank God got bro Vin there to help us conquered that part... if not cannot imagine how can we by our own strength pulled ourselves up to the next level...
any way, as we were on our way back, it started to drizzle a bit then followed by a huge downpour... and we are stucked in between the peak and the foot of the hill...as the heavy rain pour on our poor bodies with no mercy... we continued to walk down even though we walked past a shelter... eh, by the time we reached the foot of the hill, we were totally drenched from head to toe, with our shoes well-watered with the rainwater... so funny, one of the funny bro lamented that his trekking shoes is water-proofed and the water cannot escape... mine is not so quite shiocked as can literally feel the rainwater running from my head to the sole of the feet and out of the shoe... quite a adventurous saturday with the guys... next time, i will self-invite again... haha...
which after that when i reached home to change for our dance gathering, realised that my bag is not water-proofed... and the whole bag is super damp... which include a book which a dear sister lend to me.. okay, die liao!!! how am i going to return the book to her and explain to her how i'm such a bad steward... spolit her book while in my procession... as much as i wanted to talk to her... i found no courage... Oh God, may Your Wisdom helped me to approached this sister... esp i could feel that she's angry with me over certain issues?? or was i too sensitive?? i could feel that she's offended but i din know why? i wanted to solve with her but how to??? i'm a person who doesnt like to see certain things undone/remain unresolved... but this issue have been bothering me...as much as i wanted to push it aside... it keep coming back... today as i was reading this verse... it came as a gentle reminder that God doesnt want us to worship Him when we knew a brother has something against us... (Matt 5:23) Oh gosh, i simply too prideful to make the first move... that's why, the issue have been left hanging like that lor... hmmmm, i guess if i dun make the first move, it will always be left that... still wondering how my sister got offended??? Esp when things goes in the way i most din expected... i admited that i was a bit hurt in the way she approached that issue... whose fault??? mine??? i mean if i will to be her, i would approached in a tranparency way... but anyway, i have to trust God that He has His perfect way... well... be patient, complain less and be more focused!!! Knowing very well that only God will be my solid rock that will never shakes... i have to be that wise builder lor...
Oh, before i forgets, today our AD treated us to a delicious dinner at one of the "organic" restaurant behind our office... after our whole team treated him to a "Hongkong style" restuarant last week for his BD... it will be his last treat to all of us... since he will be leaving us very soon... and i have already guess correctly who will be our new AD... heard that this new guy's tough guy ler... I'm quite sad that he's leaving us so soon... i mean though he's seems quite a fiece guy... but after working with him... i find him quite a nice guy after all.. it's the guy that we know after working with him for sometime, beyond his "fiece look" face. Dun know if i will break down in tears on his last day... but right now, i have already felt that sense of "missing" him... I have learned quite a lot of things from him especially working with him on the warehse project... esp how to write a properly constructed letters... (he's a mastery that).
i will missed working with him ( even though the duration i worked under him is quite short, but the impact that he had in very one of our lives is significant)-i guess. As what he said today, i will take this very opportunity to learn as much as i can at my current company)... though it maybe a short duration???
I'm quite thankful that for no whatever reasons why i hold back that letter and stayed on for another 4mths (counting from my "last" day til now... working under so many PQS (from CL-AL-ST-KT)... i'm thankful to be able to work with these very experienced PQS esp CL & ST... Personally, i'm quite appreciated how ST has guided me and explained her way of doing things to me... of course, i have learned a lot from her... Guess she's one of the most patient PQS and taught me the most... it's something that i should give thanks to God for that period under her guidance!!! =)
On the positive note, i guess God will always walk ahead of me... pathing out His plan for me and i have to stay focused on Jesus... A verse appear to me few times during my BSF, quiet time... Okay, i'm too scared to pray about it... yet, i guess God is trying to speak to me about this... but how??? Or maybe it not?? i need to clear off my mind first!!!
any way, as we were on our way back, it started to drizzle a bit then followed by a huge downpour... and we are stucked in between the peak and the foot of the hill...as the heavy rain pour on our poor bodies with no mercy... we continued to walk down even though we walked past a shelter... eh, by the time we reached the foot of the hill, we were totally drenched from head to toe, with our shoes well-watered with the rainwater... so funny, one of the funny bro lamented that his trekking shoes is water-proofed and the water cannot escape... mine is not so quite shiocked as can literally feel the rainwater running from my head to the sole of the feet and out of the shoe... quite a adventurous saturday with the guys... next time, i will self-invite again... haha...
which after that when i reached home to change for our dance gathering, realised that my bag is not water-proofed... and the whole bag is super damp... which include a book which a dear sister lend to me.. okay, die liao!!! how am i going to return the book to her and explain to her how i'm such a bad steward... spolit her book while in my procession... as much as i wanted to talk to her... i found no courage... Oh God, may Your Wisdom helped me to approached this sister... esp i could feel that she's angry with me over certain issues?? or was i too sensitive?? i could feel that she's offended but i din know why? i wanted to solve with her but how to??? i'm a person who doesnt like to see certain things undone/remain unresolved... but this issue have been bothering me...as much as i wanted to push it aside... it keep coming back... today as i was reading this verse... it came as a gentle reminder that God doesnt want us to worship Him when we knew a brother has something against us... (Matt 5:23) Oh gosh, i simply too prideful to make the first move... that's why, the issue have been left hanging like that lor... hmmmm, i guess if i dun make the first move, it will always be left that... still wondering how my sister got offended??? Esp when things goes in the way i most din expected... i admited that i was a bit hurt in the way she approached that issue... whose fault??? mine??? i mean if i will to be her, i would approached in a tranparency way... but anyway, i have to trust God that He has His perfect way... well... be patient, complain less and be more focused!!! Knowing very well that only God will be my solid rock that will never shakes... i have to be that wise builder lor...
Oh, before i forgets, today our AD treated us to a delicious dinner at one of the "organic" restaurant behind our office... after our whole team treated him to a "Hongkong style" restuarant last week for his BD... it will be his last treat to all of us... since he will be leaving us very soon... and i have already guess correctly who will be our new AD... heard that this new guy's tough guy ler... I'm quite sad that he's leaving us so soon... i mean though he's seems quite a fiece guy... but after working with him... i find him quite a nice guy after all.. it's the guy that we know after working with him for sometime, beyond his "fiece look" face. Dun know if i will break down in tears on his last day... but right now, i have already felt that sense of "missing" him... I have learned quite a lot of things from him especially working with him on the warehse project... esp how to write a properly constructed letters... (he's a mastery that).
i will missed working with him ( even though the duration i worked under him is quite short, but the impact that he had in very one of our lives is significant)-i guess. As what he said today, i will take this very opportunity to learn as much as i can at my current company)... though it maybe a short duration???
I'm quite thankful that for no whatever reasons why i hold back that letter and stayed on for another 4mths (counting from my "last" day til now... working under so many PQS (from CL-AL-ST-KT)... i'm thankful to be able to work with these very experienced PQS esp CL & ST... Personally, i'm quite appreciated how ST has guided me and explained her way of doing things to me... of course, i have learned a lot from her... Guess she's one of the most patient PQS and taught me the most... it's something that i should give thanks to God for that period under her guidance!!! =)
On the positive note, i guess God will always walk ahead of me... pathing out His plan for me and i have to stay focused on Jesus... A verse appear to me few times during my BSF, quiet time... Okay, i'm too scared to pray about it... yet, i guess God is trying to speak to me about this... but how??? Or maybe it not?? i need to clear off my mind first!!!
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