Monday, December 25, 2006
1st Time!!!
Blessed Christmas to everybody....
1st Time.....
Actually after the 2 times dancing on stage, i'm not as nervous as the first time... Though my legs still have that jelly and stiffy feeling today but... Anyway, knowing that God's enjoying our worship to Him and that's matter most... no matter how i perform or how many mistakes i have committed.... Was also very encouraged by few of the sisters who really dance with all their heart, soul and body. I'm inspired to want to dance for God with my whole being... Thoughout the whole thing, i have learned a lot, technical stuffs and and many others... =) Certainly trusting in God in control and relying on Him for strength helps a lot... and definitely answered prayers and seeing God works in our dance.... and many others.... hehe...
This also my 1st time bunking overnight at some1's place.... really really kind of XXX to offer her place for me to stay over. Was pretty late after our Xmas Eve celebrations and carolling at 1 of the church pp's house... It was past midnight and i was pretty tired out as i was up pretty early on Xmas eve day.... Am so touched by her gesture.... =) Well, we had really a good time, chit-chatting and staying awake just for our hair to dry.... and opportunity to spend quality time with XXX. If not for her gesture, i may have to wake up unearthly hours today just to wake up and rush down to church for the final touch-up. Really cherished and thankful for the quality time spent.... =)
Had a good opportunity to spend time with the Lord at the prayer room today after lunch with the hope gang.... since they have something on after lunch.... Was reading the book of Romans.... it's good to hear from God again... i was reading chapter 8 when i heard God... Oh goodness me.... but then i was too tired and fell asleep on the prayer room sofa.... Guess i am really tired and i slept really soundly... and loudly... oops... forgetting some1 was in the room with me... But am totally refreshed now!!! I needed much rest, i think... Ya, after i woke up... that person asked me whether i enjoyed my sleep with God. haha... think i really snored this time.... after which we talked for quite some time.... in the prayer room....
Something i learned today during sharing today with the mystery person in the prayer room... God had His plan and He will act it out in His timing and most of the time, i realised that it may seems so co-incidental but yet we knew it's part of God's plan that it happened that way.... instead of the way we wanted it to happen.
okay, enuff of the sharing. hehe... shall go back and packed my Xmas gifts (belated) into my bags so that i can passed it to my dear basic this coming week. Ya, actually wanted to give today, but i didnt went home yesterday so end up the Xmas gifts still at my table un-distributed....
Going to wash up and sleep very early today....
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1st Time.....
Actually after the 2 times dancing on stage, i'm not as nervous as the first time... Though my legs still have that jelly and stiffy feeling today but... Anyway, knowing that God's enjoying our worship to Him and that's matter most... no matter how i perform or how many mistakes i have committed.... Was also very encouraged by few of the sisters who really dance with all their heart, soul and body. I'm inspired to want to dance for God with my whole being... Thoughout the whole thing, i have learned a lot, technical stuffs and and many others... =) Certainly trusting in God in control and relying on Him for strength helps a lot... and definitely answered prayers and seeing God works in our dance.... and many others.... hehe...
This also my 1st time bunking overnight at some1's place.... really really kind of XXX to offer her place for me to stay over. Was pretty late after our Xmas Eve celebrations and carolling at 1 of the church pp's house... It was past midnight and i was pretty tired out as i was up pretty early on Xmas eve day.... Am so touched by her gesture.... =) Well, we had really a good time, chit-chatting and staying awake just for our hair to dry.... and opportunity to spend quality time with XXX. If not for her gesture, i may have to wake up unearthly hours today just to wake up and rush down to church for the final touch-up. Really cherished and thankful for the quality time spent.... =)
Had a good opportunity to spend time with the Lord at the prayer room today after lunch with the hope gang.... since they have something on after lunch.... Was reading the book of Romans.... it's good to hear from God again... i was reading chapter 8 when i heard God... Oh goodness me.... but then i was too tired and fell asleep on the prayer room sofa.... Guess i am really tired and i slept really soundly... and loudly... oops... forgetting some1 was in the room with me... But am totally refreshed now!!! I needed much rest, i think... Ya, after i woke up... that person asked me whether i enjoyed my sleep with God. haha... think i really snored this time.... after which we talked for quite some time.... in the prayer room....
Something i learned today during sharing today with the mystery person in the prayer room... God had His plan and He will act it out in His timing and most of the time, i realised that it may seems so co-incidental but yet we knew it's part of God's plan that it happened that way.... instead of the way we wanted it to happen.
okay, enuff of the sharing. hehe... shall go back and packed my Xmas gifts (belated) into my bags so that i can passed it to my dear basic this coming week. Ya, actually wanted to give today, but i didnt went home yesterday so end up the Xmas gifts still at my table un-distributed....
Going to wash up and sleep very early today....
Saturday, December 23, 2006
BuSy WeEk!!!
Just realised that this week passed so fast... but rather meaningful way... =)
Some updates....
1) Monday... i worked OT til quite late knowing that the rest of the week, i couldnt stayed too late so die die must clear my urgent work at hand and slowly do up the rest not so urgent but equally important.....
2) Tuesday.... Bz last minute Xmas shopping at BJ at action city... had a good buy there!!!
3) Wednesday & Friday.... got practices lor....
4) Left with Thursday.... J's bd....
Today's rehearsal ends pretty late at 11.30pm.... after dilly-dally i am still up going to wrap my xmas gifts and last minute guitar practise for tmr cell Xmas party.... Oh, am quite tired.... but have to practise!!!
Xmas's round the corner... this year going to celebrate in a special way... coz i'm going to perform instead of warming the pews.... I know that i will be quite freak out.... my first time mah!!! Needed more of God than ever.... coz there's a lot of limitations... a couple of moves i still haven mastered... Just now, as i was packing up my room and saw a old Nav newsletter from my SP Nav full time staff.... KY... On his letter, he mentioned that we will never be able to outgive God... and this year, i am fully agreed with what he said.... I hope that i will enjoy myself and not too stressed myself out... though will be quite hard... since this's my first time doing in front of so many people in church and i only did this once when we had a item presented to the students of a primary school in China in our community service....
Tmr going to be a long day again.... doing my last last minute wrapping.... and collecting my contact lens from the optical shop and our cell xmas celebration.... Okay, going to finish my xmas wrapping....
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Some updates....
1) Monday... i worked OT til quite late knowing that the rest of the week, i couldnt stayed too late so die die must clear my urgent work at hand and slowly do up the rest not so urgent but equally important.....
2) Tuesday.... Bz last minute Xmas shopping at BJ at action city... had a good buy there!!!
3) Wednesday & Friday.... got practices lor....
4) Left with Thursday.... J's bd....
Today's rehearsal ends pretty late at 11.30pm.... after dilly-dally i am still up going to wrap my xmas gifts and last minute guitar practise for tmr cell Xmas party.... Oh, am quite tired.... but have to practise!!!
Xmas's round the corner... this year going to celebrate in a special way... coz i'm going to perform instead of warming the pews.... I know that i will be quite freak out.... my first time mah!!! Needed more of God than ever.... coz there's a lot of limitations... a couple of moves i still haven mastered... Just now, as i was packing up my room and saw a old Nav newsletter from my SP Nav full time staff.... KY... On his letter, he mentioned that we will never be able to outgive God... and this year, i am fully agreed with what he said.... I hope that i will enjoy myself and not too stressed myself out... though will be quite hard... since this's my first time doing in front of so many people in church and i only did this once when we had a item presented to the students of a primary school in China in our community service....
Tmr going to be a long day again.... doing my last last minute wrapping.... and collecting my contact lens from the optical shop and our cell xmas celebration.... Okay, going to finish my xmas wrapping....
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Recovering from gastritis.....
Still feeling rather weak from my recent attacks of gastritis.. the latest this thursday night. which quite drama lor... i puke out lotsa times nearly puke inside the cab en route to the hospital... esp today when i go gym today.. took a 10mins very slow walk on the treadmill and working on my abs today and the rest of the time, i went to see my fren workout... met one of the personal trainer, Matt.... hmmm, he's quite a newbie to the gym and i met him the other time and got free assessment of our body condition... since i knew how to use the equipment and my fren also not very familiar with the equipements, so he quite helpful to find another personal trainer to help me with the abs.... but end up he helped me instead... oh ya... he taught me 3 methods of strengthening my core muscles... and it's not easy esp my abs still not as strong as what i want it to be... Hopefully as i continue to practise more both at home and gym will be able to achieve my objective... hehe...
After which, we went to PS... and then Vivocity for some Xmas shopping... (quite last minutes) Oh ya, we both have some decent buys from PS.... for me, i get hold the company (team) Xmas Xchange and cell outreach Xchange gifts liao... =) Finally.... hmmmm, i was too caught up with work, gym and practices that i completely forgotten that Xmas is just around the corner... until yesterday combined cell... oops... next week will be Xmas... so soon.... i would rather it wont be so soon....
1) I haven had enuff practices
2) I have not started my Xmas shopping spree
3)I'm still rather weak (physically) to enjoy the celebrations.... wait i puke out all the goodies...
4)Many many other excuses!!!! haha....
Oops, backtrack again....
After awhile, walking and walking... i started feeling super lethargic... kept yawning and even close my eyes while walking.... my poor fren have to tahan dragging me around.... and finally my "diseases" also passed it to her and she also started feeling very tired... so end up we didnt finished our shopping and went home quite early today.... shall rest early today... tmr, have to return to the optical shop... before the service starts or go for the earlier service and rush down like mad and get it changed and rushed back to church for a short practice.... shall gif tmr frisbee game a miss... am seriously need a good rest.....
So shall finished it here... =) Going to ZZzzzzzZzz...
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After which, we went to PS... and then Vivocity for some Xmas shopping... (quite last minutes) Oh ya, we both have some decent buys from PS.... for me, i get hold the company (team) Xmas Xchange and cell outreach Xchange gifts liao... =) Finally.... hmmmm, i was too caught up with work, gym and practices that i completely forgotten that Xmas is just around the corner... until yesterday combined cell... oops... next week will be Xmas... so soon.... i would rather it wont be so soon....
1) I haven had enuff practices
2) I have not started my Xmas shopping spree
3)I'm still rather weak (physically) to enjoy the celebrations.... wait i puke out all the goodies...
4)Many many other excuses!!!! haha....
Oops, backtrack again....
After awhile, walking and walking... i started feeling super lethargic... kept yawning and even close my eyes while walking.... my poor fren have to tahan dragging me around.... and finally my "diseases" also passed it to her and she also started feeling very tired... so end up we didnt finished our shopping and went home quite early today.... shall rest early today... tmr, have to return to the optical shop... before the service starts or go for the earlier service and rush down like mad and get it changed and rushed back to church for a short practice.... shall gif tmr frisbee game a miss... am seriously need a good rest.....
So shall finished it here... =) Going to ZZzzzzzZzz...
Friday, December 08, 2006
Some updates of my week...
Some happenings in my life this week:
1) i witnessed a car accident at the road in front of my house... though it's been quite a while got car knock down jaywalkers.... plentiful of them dashing for their lives across the road without any concern for their own lives!!! It's quite happening lor since the people at my estate all very gamblers, all rushed down to the area not to helped but take down the car plate number of the taxi and trying to get something out of the accident.... Though i saw some people, trying to help by diverting away the traffic from the injuried lady from further injuries... esp the passenger inside the "guilty taxi".... at least we all though that the person might not survived after the big knock... but after a while, we saw that he's still able to wiggle his fingers... so that's quite a relief... esp to the taxi-driver!!!
2) One of my coleks were at the Yishun MRT stn when some1 jumped into the MRT track and cause my dear colek to be super late for work that day... We were taking lunch and she just mentioned to me... and i got the rather early news that day. Oh, i didnt realised that a sucide case will cause disruptions to the NE and NEL line... normally it would caused disruptions to the NW/SW line... but this time some of the stations @ NEL were also affected... end up my colek have to take a huge loop back to the west and to the last NEL station and taking 250 to office... eh...
3) I went down to one of my working site( one of my fav location)... hehe.... spent almost the whole day trying to renew my pass there.... Listening to my music (1 and only song) in my handphone... but there's enuff to keep me occupied for a while... me and my3 other coleks spent 1/2 hr queuing to use the machine and 2hrs plus plus to wait for the application and other administrative procedures to get it done. Then have site walk and get 1 of my problems solved. =) Couldnt imagine that things just couldnt go the way i expect or even worse... am reminded that the hope retreat incident that when i almost cant get onto the ferry bacause of the administrative mistake... and now the cork up at the applying for renewing of my pass.... i was way before my coleks when there's some issues arising.... so end up my colek was ahead of me... as i was waiting for my boss to finish her foto taking... am reminded of trusting in God's in control... the 2 incidents that happened... Things dun always happened in the way i wanted, but i still have to trust in God's sovernity!!!!
4) Witnessed something that's quite uncommon to me during the retreat... when i got blown up for just a trivial incident with my room-mate.... blowed up with my boss for nothing, blowed up with everyone 1 encountered!!!! =( bad sia!!
5) Had quarrels with my boss.... over many trivial issues.... thus realising my weakness and imperfections.... seems my life so upside down and have no clue of salvaging!!! If i would live it over again, i will do it otherwise.... but since i cant change the fact that all the hurts i have caused to many people that's dear to me has been done. I shall not dwelled on it.... but too afraid to take that bold step of reconciliation... shall hid myself until i can reconciled my heart and my head and as well with God.... =( needing to change and relying not on myself and the many other issues that i need to put at the cross!!!
6) Realising the need for me to surrender to God fully and not hold back and resist the Holy Spirit.... God spoke to me during this wed our practise.... sharing with my fellow basic and really encouraged by their sharing esp Mel's on her struggles and her overcomings.... and the fact that i cannot work on my own strength....
7) i missed my partner so much.... since she's away for 2 weeks vacation.... felt quite lost without her... okay, esp this week when we practised at the actual location... quite intimidating in front of so many people... though i have do it at the National Stadium but it's like donkey years ago.... Yet knowing i have not given my best during practises, i need to practise more and do it with more confidence!!!
8) Just got a bad news that 1 of my lunch kakis is leaving end of the month.... maybe it's a good thing for her also... so nid so much travelling.... but just a bit shocked when she told me the news, i thought that she's much stronger than me, mentally despite of the unjust things happenings, she still took it to her stride... she got a offer from the another branch back at her hometown.... Guess from our conversation, it's a opportunity for her and a new opening for her... but a lost to our branch here... taking to lose a diligent and hardworking colek.
9) Knowing my position in Christ and the riches i have... yet i did not make full use of my inheritance... just like the person shared by pastor kL... did not know the tkt comes with loads of good meals on board and starved herself/himself with the rations that she/he thought to be able to last the whole journey to her destination... so.... !!!!.... ???? a food for thought huh!!!
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1) i witnessed a car accident at the road in front of my house... though it's been quite a while got car knock down jaywalkers.... plentiful of them dashing for their lives across the road without any concern for their own lives!!! It's quite happening lor since the people at my estate all very gamblers, all rushed down to the area not to helped but take down the car plate number of the taxi and trying to get something out of the accident.... Though i saw some people, trying to help by diverting away the traffic from the injuried lady from further injuries... esp the passenger inside the "guilty taxi".... at least we all though that the person might not survived after the big knock... but after a while, we saw that he's still able to wiggle his fingers... so that's quite a relief... esp to the taxi-driver!!!
2) One of my coleks were at the Yishun MRT stn when some1 jumped into the MRT track and cause my dear colek to be super late for work that day... We were taking lunch and she just mentioned to me... and i got the rather early news that day. Oh, i didnt realised that a sucide case will cause disruptions to the NE and NEL line... normally it would caused disruptions to the NW/SW line... but this time some of the stations @ NEL were also affected... end up my colek have to take a huge loop back to the west and to the last NEL station and taking 250 to office... eh...
3) I went down to one of my working site( one of my fav location)... hehe.... spent almost the whole day trying to renew my pass there.... Listening to my music (1 and only song) in my handphone... but there's enuff to keep me occupied for a while... me and my3 other coleks spent 1/2 hr queuing to use the machine and 2hrs plus plus to wait for the application and other administrative procedures to get it done. Then have site walk and get 1 of my problems solved. =) Couldnt imagine that things just couldnt go the way i expect or even worse... am reminded that the hope retreat incident that when i almost cant get onto the ferry bacause of the administrative mistake... and now the cork up at the applying for renewing of my pass.... i was way before my coleks when there's some issues arising.... so end up my colek was ahead of me... as i was waiting for my boss to finish her foto taking... am reminded of trusting in God's in control... the 2 incidents that happened... Things dun always happened in the way i wanted, but i still have to trust in God's sovernity!!!!
4) Witnessed something that's quite uncommon to me during the retreat... when i got blown up for just a trivial incident with my room-mate.... blowed up with my boss for nothing, blowed up with everyone 1 encountered!!!! =( bad sia!!
5) Had quarrels with my boss.... over many trivial issues.... thus realising my weakness and imperfections.... seems my life so upside down and have no clue of salvaging!!! If i would live it over again, i will do it otherwise.... but since i cant change the fact that all the hurts i have caused to many people that's dear to me has been done. I shall not dwelled on it.... but too afraid to take that bold step of reconciliation... shall hid myself until i can reconciled my heart and my head and as well with God.... =( needing to change and relying not on myself and the many other issues that i need to put at the cross!!!
6) Realising the need for me to surrender to God fully and not hold back and resist the Holy Spirit.... God spoke to me during this wed our practise.... sharing with my fellow basic and really encouraged by their sharing esp Mel's on her struggles and her overcomings.... and the fact that i cannot work on my own strength....
7) i missed my partner so much.... since she's away for 2 weeks vacation.... felt quite lost without her... okay, esp this week when we practised at the actual location... quite intimidating in front of so many people... though i have do it at the National Stadium but it's like donkey years ago.... Yet knowing i have not given my best during practises, i need to practise more and do it with more confidence!!!
8) Just got a bad news that 1 of my lunch kakis is leaving end of the month.... maybe it's a good thing for her also... so nid so much travelling.... but just a bit shocked when she told me the news, i thought that she's much stronger than me, mentally despite of the unjust things happenings, she still took it to her stride... she got a offer from the another branch back at her hometown.... Guess from our conversation, it's a opportunity for her and a new opening for her... but a lost to our branch here... taking to lose a diligent and hardworking colek.
9) Knowing my position in Christ and the riches i have... yet i did not make full use of my inheritance... just like the person shared by pastor kL... did not know the tkt comes with loads of good meals on board and starved herself/himself with the rations that she/he thought to be able to last the whole journey to her destination... so.... !!!!.... ???? a food for thought huh!!!
